Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I don’t quite know where to begin. Marveling at the amazing thresholds that I stand at, my life suddenly seems complete. I know that when you wake up every morning with a smile on your face and a song in your heart, that you must be doing something right. I wake up like that nowadays… for some weeks now. Life fits.

Regrets? There are many. There will be more to come. Life isn’t too short for regrets. But it is too short to spend time thinking about them. Knowing that I have regrets gives me a reasonable chance at not making the same mistakes again.

And at the end of the day, I feel a burst of energy that comes from being around my family, where the love you give and the love you get is in the same (gigantic) proportions. Of course, there have been problems, rebellion and bitterness…. but love… it overflows. And my heart, in all its fullness, is theirs.

And friends. My friends, the ones I know who care for me as much as I care for them. Who look out for my good, who accept me for who I am, not for what they want me to become. Who tell me that I’m being obnoxious and ask me to shut up, but do it with such love and such grace…


And God. Whoever says there is no God, must really be a fool. It really is impossible to see all the beauty around you and think of it as just a coincidence. How can anyone not believe in someone who said that he would never leave you? Who told you that every hair on your head is numbered and that he carved you in his very hands… and how can you not love Him..

And the future… it is so bright... that it burns my eyes :)

4 comments:

Shyma Shetty said...

Your blog is so spritually divine...yet it entwines itself wit the pragmatism of daily life.
Thanks for the read, chica.
I'll be back.

AmitL said...

Hi,Zannah...first visit to this new blog..I wonder how I never knew that u'd restarted writing.:)Great post..yes,waking up with a smile on the face and a song in the heart is the best way to begin a day...things just automatically go right when the day begins thusly.:)TC.

vishnu said...

And God. Whoever says there is no God, must really be a fool. It really is impossible to see all the beauty around you and think of it as just a coincidence

came across this blog of yours..its a neat job..but i dont agree to your views about god.i believe when mankind fails to find answers he puts the onus on god..god is the biggest and most successful falacy/invention created by us to which most have fallen prey...
believing in good is no harm..but calling others fools certainly is..
god is within us..do justice to your existance and thats greater than any spiritual saying..

cheers

Jason said...

I just found your blog. I liked it and subscribed. Lots of depth. Thanks for sharing!